noun • the unsettling awareness of your own heart, its tenuous muscular throbbing feeling less like a metronome than a nervous ditty it is tapping to itself, the kind that people compulsively hum or sing while walking in complete darkness, as if to casually remind the outside world, I’m here, I’m here, I’m here.
dating me means dating my anxiety and my random spouts of depression it means dating my panic attacks at 11pm or 2 am or 5am or anytime of the day for that matter it means dating my mood swings where i get really upset over everything about me and all my insecurities and how i’m not good enough because i’m never good enough
I apologize to anyone who’s sent me a message in the last hour or so bc I’m not getting any of them.
rattleheadcrusher did you get any of my messages??
I don’t feel like getting my laptop out omfg but my phone isn’t sending tumblr messages and my audio is being weird omg